That
feeling... Everything could be so good. If today wasn’t Monday.
No, I don’t
hate every Monday. I like Mondays in the holidays. And last Monday wasn’t that
bad, either.
But today
is the second Monday of the new school year and I returned to my old habit of
hating Mondays.
Oh, my
first week of school! I haven’t told you yet. The first day was maybe the best.
I saw all the people again and we could talk about the holidays. Only one thing
irritates me a bit: As I came back from abroad, I am now on the grade below
where I hardly know anybody. Thank god, there are still a few people I have met
before! And my feeling tells me, this is not going to be too bad!
Only one thing
is too bad: My enormous pile of school books. Look at it! How am I supposed to
carry them (even when there are only 5 of them a day) around with me? I tried
it today when I had biology, math, English and history. I found out that I
couldn’t close (or lift) my bag and rather decided to leave half of them at
home. :p
I don’t
know how to survive this or the next year. Already today I feel like a zombie.
I feel more dead than alive. Maybe I should have slept a bit more this weekend but partying
sounded like a better idea (and it was). Why can’t the weekend be a little bit
longer?
A vocab in
my English lesson today was ‘to motivate’ but I have no sense for it.
Motivation where are you? I need you! How is it possible that you’re already
gone before the school year has really started?
Maybe I
should google how to love Mondays better. (Because I always google when I don’t
know how to go on anymore.) Maybe I find a solution.
And if not –
tomorrow is Tuesday. And then
Wednesday. And then Thursday. And Friday. And then again weekend! I just have to survive till then.